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May. 16th, 2026 07:15 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
pigshitpoetWhere have you been?
I tried Substack for a week, did a couple posts, checked out the algorithm, decided I don’t like the platform. It’s populated by journalists and self-predictive intellectuals, who post interesting stuff, much of it political, but there is slowly other categories building up. Too-much-information !! Imagine X or Facebook on hyper speed, like some quantum computer running centuries of data through a single thread. I can’t read, write, or think that fast. I guess it’s not for me. I want to be with common people instead. Not strangers, scientists, journalists, researchers, professional photographers. Nor low brow, or white trash, but sensitive, thoughtful, interesting people like I once found on Livejournal. I'm not into any of that. I’ve yet to find that here on Dreamwidth. Only a few who strayed over from LJ are here on Dreamwidth. No one new to speak of yet. No true DW’s, only 'myth'ers. What do I mean by that? People who are only ghosts of themselves, and haven’t yet fully developed or embraced the platform seriously. I wonder what the demographic is here on DW. Or did I just describe it ? Well, no matter. It is what it is, and things being as they are, I feel most comfortable posting my notes here. The only other platform I can think of at all similar would be Wordpress. But it lacks the html simplicity we have here. If that changes, then I may go there. For now, I guess I drop my bags and settle here.
Weekly Update.. (Not for the faint of heart)
Monday I ended up in hospital emergency with a blocked bladder. Man, did I find the wrong door to walk in to.
If you think electric shock in your face from trigeminal neuralgia TGN is painful, you should try get a rubber catheter hose excruciatingly shoved up your dick. They said it would feel “uncomfortable” temporarily. Yeah? If this is uncomfortable, I can’t imagine their definition for painful !! Excruciating. Torture. Beyond words. It caused me to bleed from my penis. I felt exhausted, traumatized, and intimidated just from the insertion procedure. I was a wreck. It also can cause infection if left in too long or irritation from the bag you drainage drag around tied to your leg. No fun. I had no pain per se until then. Removing it also hurt. When they removed it in 2 days to see if I could urinate, I was so agitated, I was unable to urinate, so they said I needed to have the catheter again, and bag on my leg. And stay in the hospital a week to see if they could figure out what was causing my inability to urinate. Upon trying to insert the hose again, I screamed, I can’t do this. I refuse to do this. They stopped and said I could go home. So I did.
Getting fucked on both ends. Is so traumatic. I think I now have PTSD. Truly, I would compare it to EST. Or a lobotomy, without anesthetic. Yikes!
dr. π (pi)
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I tried Substack for a week, did a couple posts, checked out the algorithm, decided I don’t like the platform. It’s populated by journalists and self-predictive intellectuals, who post interesting stuff, much of it political, but there is slowly other categories building up. Too-much-information !! Imagine X or Facebook on hyper speed, like some quantum computer running centuries of data through a single thread. I can’t read, write, or think that fast. I guess it’s not for me. I want to be with common people instead. Not strangers, scientists, journalists, researchers, professional photographers. Nor low brow, or white trash, but sensitive, thoughtful, interesting people like I once found on Livejournal. I'm not into any of that. I’ve yet to find that here on Dreamwidth. Only a few who strayed over from LJ are here on Dreamwidth. No one new to speak of yet. No true DW’s, only 'myth'ers. What do I mean by that? People who are only ghosts of themselves, and haven’t yet fully developed or embraced the platform seriously. I wonder what the demographic is here on DW. Or did I just describe it ? Well, no matter. It is what it is, and things being as they are, I feel most comfortable posting my notes here. The only other platform I can think of at all similar would be Wordpress. But it lacks the html simplicity we have here. If that changes, then I may go there. For now, I guess I drop my bags and settle here.
Weekly Update.. (Not for the faint of heart)
Monday I ended up in hospital emergency with a blocked bladder. Man, did I find the wrong door to walk in to.
If you think electric shock in your face from trigeminal neuralgia TGN is painful, you should try get a rubber catheter hose excruciatingly shoved up your dick. They said it would feel “uncomfortable” temporarily. Yeah? If this is uncomfortable, I can’t imagine their definition for painful !! Excruciating. Torture. Beyond words. It caused me to bleed from my penis. I felt exhausted, traumatized, and intimidated just from the insertion procedure. I was a wreck. It also can cause infection if left in too long or irritation from the bag you drainage drag around tied to your leg. No fun. I had no pain per se until then. Removing it also hurt. When they removed it in 2 days to see if I could urinate, I was so agitated, I was unable to urinate, so they said I needed to have the catheter again, and bag on my leg. And stay in the hospital a week to see if they could figure out what was causing my inability to urinate. Upon trying to insert the hose again, I screamed, I can’t do this. I refuse to do this. They stopped and said I could go home. So I did.
Getting fucked on both ends. Is so traumatic. I think I now have PTSD. Truly, I would compare it to EST. Or a lobotomy, without anesthetic. Yikes!
dr. π (pi)
.
